Do you believe your dreams?
So... I have been having very realistic dreams lately.
like where I believe they have to do with my life.
I had a dream last night... that I lived back in Vermont... My family had LOADS of money somehow we all won it or something. So none of us worked. My family friends were over and this boy who i learned named was Adrian.
He was really cute... but for some reason we couldnt be together even though we were 'in love' where we were sneaking around.
I was single but he was being forced to marry... like in the old mid-evil times and whatnot.
The girl wasnt in love with him. just his money.
I watched this dream like a movie. and i didnt want to wake up.
because i felt so loved by this boy, adrian.
His characteristics were tall, tan, wore button downs alot... sometimes business suits. spikey long hair. Oh man... and he loved me.
Likei felt it in my dream.
Like i was loved.
and i knew the feeling. But we had to hide it.
my sisters knew.
they watched out.
but whats odd about my dream... is that it could be true.
it wouldn't surprise me.
I just want to find this man.
and feel that love.